Join us December 18-20th in Gaston, OR at FernLove - Oregon’s only licensed service center with on-site accommodations.

Nestled within 30 acres of Douglas Fir forest, we will journey into the stillness of Winter Solstice with the magic of circle, story, and rest.

An invitation to all who identify as women, including trans and cis women, and non-binary folks who identify with the feminine.

Limited to 10 women.

Join myself and Gina Gratza, LMFT as we once again weave gentle feminine nourishment into the Winter Solstice.

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A time for renewal and reflection, we are building a container to move into this winter season with ease and care.

As the longest night of the year gently wraps us in stillness, we gather in circle to honor the sacred turning point of Winter Solstice: a time of descent, dreaming, and deep feminine wisdom. Through storytelling, ritual, and shared reflection, we'll prepare to journey inward, weaving myth and memory, shadow and light.

This time invites us to soften into the mystery, reconnect with ancient rhythms, and remember the fertile power of darkness as the womb of new beginnings. Together, we honor the quiet beauty of winter, the resilience of the feminine spirit, and the magic that emerges when women gather in sacred remembrance and soulful intention.

The Retreat

  1. Friday · December 18

    Arrival & Settling In

    Arriving at the property and settling into the land and accommodations. Building connection to the Winter Solstice and one another, including building an internal container through visualization, storytelling, and feminine wisdom.

  2. Saturday · December 19

    Journey Day

    Embark on a shared psilocybin journey with an intimate group of women.

  3. Sunday · December 20

    Weaving Together

    Gathering together in circle to integrate and weave the healing medicine of the weekend through expressive arts.

Online Gatherings

Group Preparation

  • Tuesday, December 8 · 5:30pm PST

  • Monday, December 14 · 5:30pm PST

Group Integration

  • Monday, January 4 · 5:30pm PST

Investment

$2,500

  • Private tiny cabin up a forest road

  • Shared bathhouse nearby with private toilet and shower stalls

$3,000

  • Shared Bedroom

  • Inside main cabin

$3,500

  • Private Bedroom

  • Inside the main cabin

All accommodations offer shared bathrooms · Mushrooms are an additional cost, paid to Fernlove onsite.

Every option includes:

  • Individual intake & preparation session

  • Two online group preparation gatherings + one online group integration gathering following the retreat

  • Day-long psilocybin group journey

  • Catered meals and snacks

  • One online group integration gathering

Deposit · $500

Secures your spot and includes your $250 individual intake session. The deposit is applied toward your program fee. Full payment is due December 1, 2026.

If You Cannot Join

If it is decided after your intake session that you cannot join, half of your deposit ($250) is refunded.

Payment (made through registration link)

Zelle, ACH transfer, or check. Credit card payments include a 3% transaction fee.